Crazy in Love
(No draft pure unfiltered notes written in one go without stopping in Eunice’s car along with her dangerous driving abilities. I still lived though)
Love attraction so strong and crazy because it contrasts the huge negativity in their lives.
It really isn’t crazy love
It’s just regular positive feelings
They lose control of themselves in love not because it’s strong.
But. Because they’re not used to feeling that way.
They’re used to feeling horrible
When you’re so negative
Even the slightest amount of happiness makes you feel uncomfortable
But if you’re always positive genuinely positive
Then something bad isn’t bad
Because even though there’s a contrast
You never obsess about negativity like positive love. Because that’s stupid and doesn’t feel good.
So you just brush t away
The reason why they lose themselves is not because of love
Because there so disparate to feel one thing good in their life
It’s not that person. W
It’s grasping for life to just get that ounce of happiness that already exists they’ve just been focusing On the wrong thing entire life
Negative people are so negative they need it more. Necessities (Eunice added this good point ^^)
Love for another is the hardest to find and make work outb why not just work on smaller wins to build happiness
Love versus romance
Love you’re only happy if they’re happy
Romance it’s about what they do to make you feel good. Their presence. Your idea of them.
Love is real because it’s a genuine feeling.
Romance is only in your head along with all the other insecure negative and untrue bullshit you tuck away before bed at night.